Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 10:57:00 AM
献给亲爱的奶奶：
奶奶，
当我获知您离去的那一刻时，
我还在做作业。
当时的我，
被这消息吓得不知所措。
奶奶，
您为什么没通知我一声，
就悄悄地离我而去？
奶奶，
天正下着倾盆大雨，
好像也在为您哭。
我虽然没表现出来，
但我却悄悄地在流泪。
奶奶，
您为什么没通知我一声，
就悄悄地离我而去？
奶奶，
您曾经跟我说，
遇到什么事都要坚强。
但，
我这怎么能坚强呢？
奶奶，
您为什么没通知我一声，
就悄悄地离我而去？
奶奶，
明天我将乘飞机去看您。
您可别忘了我是谁哦！
我一定一定不会忘了您！
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 9:46:00 PM
Okay. Should keep this post quite short. Went back to school for extra Maths lessons today. Mrs BLim was super fast today. She completed
2.5 chapters in 3,5 hours!! Super amazing. It is even more amazing how i survived throught it! She completed AMaths
Chpt 5:The Modulus Function,
Chpt 9: Curves and Circles, and half of
Chpt 8: Linear Law. Then she told us go home log on to ace-learning.com and complete EMaths
Chpt 10: Arc Lengths and Sector Areas. Wah..! This means that there are so many MEs and REs to be completed! Super stressed up.. The only holiday homework that i had completed is Geog... Haiz.. My foolscape is running vey low.. And still got so many homework that requies a large amount of foolscape... 2 more weeks left to complete the things.. Arh.. How i wish that time can freeze here and let me d what i want.. "Maybe i will do tomorrow" is what i always thought.. This is not going to work, Weijie. Soemthing need to be done..
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 8:27:00 PM
Okay. I am totally stressed after meeting the professer. Should elebrate on that later..
Yesterday was the charity show for the Sichuan Earthquake, which there are abot 60000 people dead till yesterday? And many injured, and homeless. Some of the pictures in the show makes me feel like crying.. The one that gave me the deepest impression is the story that the mother wrote in the handphone saying that even if she had died, her love for the child would be there forever.
母爱实在太伟大了！This is so touching.. Actually, all the photos that were shown were all very touching.. ;( Jiayous for the people whol survived the quake! All the best for your future! Stay positive even thought you had lost your relatives or homes!
Now for today. Today is just a total disaster. It begans early in the morning. Intended to woke up early, in the end woke up at 10+.. In holiday mood so fast.. Then tried to do some work, in the end did nothing. Look around a bit, daydream a bit, draw crap a bit.. etc.. Ya lor. One whole morning gone. Then in the afternoon need to meet Professer Ang at 3pm at the NUS lab. Left house at 2, which is rather late. Reached Clementi MRT station at around 2.30pm. Went to wait for 96. The instructions that Mrs Chiang printed out for meI states that "to alight the first stop after University Flyover". Since i was unsure, i asked the bus-driver upon borading the bus. He saied that he would tell me when we reach the place. When i alighted, it wasnt the same as what the map says. Instead, i found myself
LOST!!! Then i began to ask around.. The time says 2.45pm. They told me to board bus A1. Then i waited for the bus. When i board the bus, the person tell me to board bus A2. Then i waited for A2. Then when A2 came, they told me to board B!! Got so fustrated. In the end, the wait for bus B was very long... Finally after ages the bus came. I got LOST again after alighting at the bus stop. As a geog student, i followed the map very closely. When i reaced BLK EA, i got lost again. The paper states "Level 1".I asked around. Then the students says that it is on level 4. WoW. What a "GOOD MAP". The time on my handphone reads "3.15pm". When i entered the lecture room, I got another shock?! I said:"Sorry that i am late. I got quite lost in the school compound." Well, the professer replies:"Well, everyone got lost." I was like - er - okay. Just a note here.
If you want to play hide-and-seek, NUS University is quite a good place to hide and explore. Cos it is VERY EASY TO GET LOST. Went to took a seat. Well, since yixie is in Shanghai, i went here myself. And you know what! I am the only secondary school student! All the others are JC students taking Project Work as H3!! WoW! Then i was totally huhing throught out. Cos i dont understand a single thing! WoW. So haiz. So just "
ya-ya-papaya" all the way lor... Then haiz.. Such a terrible time there. Then i very busy throughout the holidays, no time to return to NUS to do robot... haiz.. yixie.... Then went home after that...
Very tired today... Haven done any homework since the start of school holidays!!! Super stressed. I think i will go crazy before/during/after doing the JTDP project. Really wonder why i agree in the first place...
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 1:53:00 PM
Here to post again. Yesterday was the last day of school, and i still have 2 projects to rush out? English Oral and Cyber Wellness powerpoint for Lower Secondary. Haiz. And i also have no idea when i got "promoted" to 2nd overall i/c for the cyber wellness by yixie. I think it was over the phone. LoL. Today is PTC. As the name suggests, i went to school with my mother to get my report book. Ok. Results wise, (no offence) all the PRC scholars in my class failed their English, thus temporary the class position still possible to the first few. Hmm.. Yixie is just so crazy. He is 1/25 in his class for express and 17/206 for level (express). Ok. Shallnt say mine... This is super lousy. Shall not mention class position. This is not meeting my target. Both teachers say i should brush up my English and Chinese. I know my English cannot make it, so target is C5(currently C6)? Then for Chinese, Ms Zheng Mian says that this is not the score i should get (C5). I should get better (some grade). Then Chem also. Mdm Tan i have the potential to score A1(currently A2, miss A1 by 1mark). And Combined Humanities also. Combined Humanities i think is because of my SS, cos my Geog is somewhat consistant (not for Mid-Year this time round). Erm, what else... Oh. Both AMaths and EMaths must score A1 next time, which i didnt this time... Biology and Physics also. Not meeting the standard as a triple science student.. Ok. That's it for today's PTC. Concluding remarks: I can score better. This is not what the teachers expect. Next is about holiday homework. There are a lot of holiday homework to be done (and i am still here blogging?). I really wonder i can complete within the 3 weeks, cos last week is the adventure camp. Then next Monday meeting Professer Ang at 3pm at NUS. Next Wednesday Maths lesson. Mrs BLim doing Chpt 5:The Modulus Function and Chpt 9: Curves and Circles. Then Friday is Life Science Workshop. The whole day. I am really afraid that i cant finish.. Ok. Shall end end. Byes..
Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 5:45:00 PM
Haiz. Got back Bio, Chem and Geog. They are just disapointing. My Mid-Year is just terrible this time. I wonder is it my problem (study the day before), the setter's problem (paper is so hard) or the class problem (the class too li hai). I think should be the first reason. Haiz. I tried to stay positive, but it makes things worse. Unexpected things just fall from the sky. Really. From the sky. Haiz. Shall continue in Chinese...
我觉得我对不起很多人——老师，父母，和我自己。这次的成绩实在令我感到很失望。唉~ 我的数学！啊！竟然掉了那么多…… 实在太辜负老师的期望了…… 华文更惨，差一点不及格。化学和地理也是如此。这次的成绩实在太伤人了。真恨不得能把考卷烧了，永远不要换回！（明知这是不可能的事）唉……
I ought to do something to improve it. But i dont know what. Can somebody tell me?? Please... Haiz....
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 8:58:00 PM
A 7.9-magnitude earthquake happened in Sichuan on Monday, affecting thousands of lives. In recent years, there had been quite a number of natural disasters happening. Haiz... Those innocent lives... =( Glad that Singapore is not near any plates?! So the plate movements dont really affect us?
Today was a disaster. Nothing good happened. Everything turned out very badly.. Haiz.. Mrs BLim came in during Open Space and gave us our AMaths paper. WoW. Glad that i didnt fail. But i was still quite depressed. I felt that she was looking at me when she was going through the answers. When she said :"Those who get zero for this question should be ashamed of yourself.." I was like.. okay.. I got zero... And she kept staring at me... Had quite a number of careless mistakes which i should not make. Very disapointed with myself. =( Then was SS. Erm. Not very pleased with it. Failed SBQ. As expected. Tried to support from other sources to get L4, but not well explained, thus resulting in L2... SEQ was still okay bahh.. But not very happy with overall results. Chinese. Terrible. Failed paper2. The first digit is 4! 4___. Super sad!!! After recess was English. Failed paper2 by 1 mark. Cos of that yield
ed question. I passed paper1! Althought i didnt explain the factor that led to why i thought my parents abandond me. Next was EMaths (again?). Also not very happy with it. LOTS AND LOTS OF CARELESSNESS! 我觉得对不起自己。And MrsBLim. Cant get a A for myself and her. =( Last paper for the day was Physics. Passed, but Mr Pandian say that i can do better. I hope so. My Physics had never been good since the starting of the year. End of papers for the day. Tomorrow should be getting back Biology and Chemistry. EGeog should be on Friday..
I think i did
very badly for this Mid-Year. I think i need more practice during the holidays. Maybe yes. Maybe i might end up doing nothing. Depends bahh.. I felt that i let a lot of people down. Teachers. Parents. And
MYSELF. I regret for this Mid-Year. Haiz. How i wish that all these were not returned to me... Very depressed now...
Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 12:38:00 PM
Here to post again! These 5 days are also quite boring actually.. Nothing much to do at home. My com a bit funny today.. Dont need to open Media Player also can play songs.. Hahas. Went to Lot 1 with JiaYu and Xiuhuan today to buy presents for people. Very belated birthday presents. Hahas. Bought WeiJia's, Yixie's, Xiuhuan's, and JieJun's. Jiejun's birthday present is far too early, but just buy for fun lor. Should not elebrate what we bought. Hahas. Had lunch for about 1 hour plus? We were eating and chatting and eating all the way, trying to kill time. Cos at home also nothing to do. Hahas. Chat about almost everything under the sun.
Sent in the email for JTDP on Friday. The professer have yet to replied on the change of appointment date. Cos yixie cant make it on 24 May. He going back to his hometown-- Shanghai! Hahas. he is a ABC. Maybe he going to Australia after going to Shanghai. Hahas. LoL. Then the professer haven reply me. Have to meet him to discuss on the project--desgining a intellegent robot. NanHua sent in 4 teams, then only YiXie and i got chosen. WoW. I dont know should i call this lucky or unlucky. Hahas.
This term had gone by very fast. This is week 9 le. Secondary school life is just like that. Haiz. O level oral at late June or early July. WoW. This is
super slow... =.= I seem to have a lot of things to do, but also nothing to do. Cleared my table yesterday. Also watched TV. Nothing to do.. This morning woke up quite late. Then did nothing. Just let time pass by. Later watching charity show encore on Channel 8. Cos i did not watch the live one. LoL. Maybe go and play some games after this post? Or what? Maybe fall asleep... Hahas. =)
Thursday, May 8, 2008 @ 7:50:00 PM
Finally the end of Mid-Year Exams. The end of torture. It had days and days of torture. 2 subjects each day. I was super stressed. Finally. It ended with a VERY BAD DAY. Should evaluate each subject individually..
Elementary Maths. The very first subject. It was said to boost our morel, which is totally not true. It was one of the toughest paper. Got a number of marks deducted already. I think the paper is to make us think that the Mid-Year is the start of the real torture. The graph question was super hard. Super. Mrs BLim told us this paper is made to make us score 75/80. Wow. How interesting. Wait another 10 years and I still cant achieve it.
English. As long as i pass i happy already. But that still cant save myself for CA1, which i failed. Haiz. The passage was about Miss World, and how the women's rights have changed throughout the centuries. I anyhow did the vocab part. And that is what i do always.
Biology. Nothing much to say about. Most of the questions are rather tricky. SEQ was on diffusion and osmosis, photosynthesis and one which i cant remember now. I think the MCQs was rather hard. And some of the questions a bit funny?
Physics. Aiya. One of the papers which i flunked. Totally dont know how to do most of the questions. Especially moments. I only remembered the definations. But only 1 was tested. I did the Either question for SEQ. A funny ladder question. At the last few minutes, i just anyhow draw the graphs and write zeros for my answers. My score would also be zero. =.=
Higher Chinese. The cloze passage and Part I comprehension chose some answers which i think was correct. But in the end all turned out to be wrond when i check answer with JieJun and Yeeling. Quite depressing. Just hope for the best for summary and comprehension open-ended.
Chemistry. I think is the easiest paper among the three sciences. The MCQ was rather tricky again. As for the mole concept questions, most of them i anyhow do. Did question 11 for the choice. The question on chewing gum is rather funny.. My answer wrong lah..
Combined Humanities (Social Studies). Source-based questions was on NHS. The success and limitations of the poilcies implemented. For Structured-essay, i did the one on Conflicts in Northern Ireland. Cos that was the only content i studied, and Sri Lanka.
Additional Maths. I totally flunked the paper. Left lots and lots and lots and lots of blanks. Thousands of marks gone like that just because i cant do the first part. Stupid setter. And the logs and simultaneous equations and alpha and beta and coordinate geomentary and indicies and polynomials and partial fractions. Sian. I am just stupid. My Maths marks are always not consistant. Definatly scolded by Mrs BLim for getting such a score. I do hope to at least get a pass.
Combined Humanities (Geography Elective). I think it is okay, except that i dont have enought time to complete. Too much things to say and talk about just to get that 1 mark. Had to draw the sructure of tropical monsoon forest. I cant complete the LORMS question, asking us to talk about the measures taken and their effectiveness. 4 policys leh! A lot to write. So in the end i only wrote the key points. And not in proper English. Hope to earn the points.
Will be having 5 days of free days including weekends. WoW! 6 days of total stress and 5 days of total freedom. I think the school have serious management problem. Dont know how to assign their time well. Finally end of Mid-Year. Definately not going to score well this time round. Super sad. Why are the school stressing us like that? Haiz....
After school went bowling. Only 4 people played. JieJun(aka KFC, Kelly Fan Club), WeiQi, Eunice(aka Euyixie, Lover of Yixie) and Jeanice. After all one game i went to changed their scores. All scored 270. And JieJun 290! Haha. So funny!
Had a new nickname recently. Elephant Chen De De. Haha. Created by WeiJia. Can also call me Dede. Because of one long story..
Should end my psot here. Quite a long one this time. Go and play now! Hahas.
